Well back to the grind... and missing every moment of the past 3 weeks.. entered office and that "sameness" hit me hard..!!!!... The conversation was as follows:

Everything around me: "Welcome back..."
Me: "No.. No this is not happening.."
Everything around me: "This is real allright!!!...you PC.. your table..your chair..your phone..."
Me: "But I feel different!!!"
Everything around me: "Nothings changed around here...so no matter what you feel/want..you gotta get back to the same old.. same old..."
Me: :( ..with a heavy heart... Sigh...

Its amazing how some one can turn your world around..and more amazing how some things never change..

Sigh.. guess gettin tuned into the "same old" would take sometime... but definately nothing will remain the same... atleast in me....