Emotions explosions

Today me experience one of those senti moments. A very good friend.. Sliffles.. getting married this November had to get this certificate (NOC - No objection certificate) from the church... now this is a very important certificate which is proof that you haven't been married before. You need to have 2 witnesses as proof of the same!!!!..I had not idea it was but..its a big deal!!...

Anyways,I casually went along just for company and then I was asked to be one of the witness since both witnesses couldn't be from the same family and so I had to sign..

I felt so much older than I usually feel (FYI-I usually feel 20), felt like the special chosen one bestowed with powers "to sign", felt like the beginning of a different phase/era.. was such a touching moment!!! and Sliffles is such a close friend...which was more reason to feel so sentimental...

I really don't understand why.. but I felt so many different emotions in a matter of a few minutes.. mixed emotions just wanted to fall out as tears...Don't know if you'll get what I'm saying but.. I felt very special!!!!

Fine moments...

Adios to another fantastic weekend... like the last.. this was fun but in a totally different way.. went out for this picnic which has still left me tired and has left long lasting impression on my mind.. Wasn't physically relaxing but relaxing.. when I got back home in the evening felt like I was out on a vacation and like I was coming home after ages!!!!! Strange nah.. but true :)

Want to describe the feelings and everything that happened.. Got it all in my head but like I said.. no enery :) soooooo tired right now.. just wanna crash!!! (and am gonna do just that..)

......Nevertheless... HAPPY!!!!

M. Scott Peck:

The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

My DIGICAM IN Coma.. Please pray

A really sad thing happened day before yesterday – My camera had an accident and it’s not working now. I’m really disturbed and sad about it. It was a gift from My Lolo’s dad… on my last birthday. The reason it is special is not just cause it’s gifted by “his” dad but because it was a totally unexpected (not to mention expensive) gift. When I’d inquired as to why the trouble and expense for ME!!! Uncle just said, “I really don’t know… It was just and instinct which I followed”.

I felt so special… an its not working now :(

Described below is what happened...

This couple friend of mine dropped in for some first dance waltz training. They are getting married on the 17th of this month. The whole teaching experience was fun. Something I plan to blog about soon…

Anyways so during the course of the teaching we took videos with my HP digicam. Took videos of em when they just started learning and after about an hour and half of training and practice took more videos – you know, to see the difference before and after… and when we were watching it.. all excited of course.. (Cam in my hand) he – the groom suddenly moves his hand trying to point at something in the video and CRASH!!!! The cam falls to the floor!!!... I don’t know why but at that time it didn’t seem to me like it was a big accident and I just picked up the cam and ignore the incident.. After they left... picked up the cam to switch it off and place it in the pouch and… the lens wouldn’t go in… :( the mechanism was making this funny noise like its trying to go in, but stuck!!! My heart broke… If only I could turn back time…. Isa did a good job at consoling me which lasted me though the night… but then the feelings returned in the morning… Telling myself “Its only a thing” didn’t help like it usually does….

I called up uncle yesterday evening telling him about the accident (incident)… he was calm and said “don’t worry dear it can be fixed” and I thought to myself “I hope so…”

God has commanded time, to console the unhappy.
- Joseph Joubert

So little time.. so much to do... :)

Just sitting here..wondering what is it that I can write about today... feeling so drained right now.. got so many thing I wanna do before this day ends.. 1 hr to go.. and time is just flying.

Busy day today at work started off fine and planned a nice fancy schedule of stuff to finish today. But by the end of the day… looked at the same list.. and felt like crap. Just managed to get past the first 2 entries.. At times like these, when you running behind schedule.. I just wish the code just starts working without me thinking too much of whats wrong...!! Exactly what I felt today... Had to finish writing this procedure.. didn’t seem like a big task and thought I'd finished… but then something wasn’t working right :-| was too saturated to even understand why.. left it for tomorrow morning…This is usual.. and has happened before… I’m damn sure I’ll see what is the problem in the morning.. :) (I hope so)

With all the work.. Just wish I could think faster and work faster than I can.. Problem is not the work.. the time.. :-) very rarely do these opportunities come.. Funny!!! You wanna work somethings with interest only to be limited by time!!!

Well that’s all that on my mind right now…. Other than these things I gotta do now and work :p and SLEEP!!!!!!!!